Ever feel like you missed your cue to exit?
Or perhaps You have adventured down such a long road you're not quite sure how or where the last turn you took got you to where you are; and suddenly by the time you look up; you notice you're not where you thought. You allow worry to set in wondering if this was how it was supposed to be; you're most certainly assured it couldn't be. But perhaps you are! It just looks different from this angle; only God knew you'd be here. Right now. For such a time as NOW.
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Let's be real for a minute; there's many times I've been tempted to throw out the idea of being made "for a reason" or having a specific calling just because the journey has gotten almost too hard. I've often times asked God if he really told me things, if the things I've felt called to pursue was from him, or if waiting on Him was really what he wanted me to do!! God knows we play our fair share of thinking in circles and trying to figure out our own way to solve a situation; or make something happen on our own time, right?! But what's funny; is how it never works the way we want it to when it's on our own dime or our own efforts - without His backing that is.
"Sometimes God takes us into the wilderness not to abandon us - but because he wants to be alone with us." Ann Voskamp
Falling into bed after a long day, as I buried my face in my pillows my thoughts race ahead of me: "Oh to be leaping into bed for excitement of the days to come!" How I longed for a new night like this. What seemed to be on repeat the last handful of days, who am I kidding, WEEKS; was the exhaustion of striving and not knowing what to do.
Most days are't too difficult to get through. Grab my coffee, jump in the car and off to the studio to teach some classes with the music up and sun shining! A dozen thoughts race through my head as I drive to work: "What's on my list to get at Trader Joe's again?" "Was today or was tomorrow Tiffany's birthday? Or was YESTERDAY Tiff's Birthday?!? Oh shoooot.... better text her at the next light." "Hmmm, I wonder who's going to be in my first class?" "Did my sister get my call from yesterday?" "Ooooh, I wonder If I have time to go to Starbucks between classes!" "I finished that release and sent it off, right? Pretty sure I did, let me just check real quick...Oh Good. Two press releases done and two more to write today! Yay!" (and Im surprised I drive in straight line with all my ADD thoughts too!:) |
WendyI'm a storyteller and creative. I tell stories through LIVE events and Media (Hosting and Producing). I'm a Fitness Pro and a Pro Traveler with a strong desire to change the world. My thoughts are written on faith, risk, adventures and LIFE! Im passionate about Life, People, and HIM! Enjoying the journey every step of the way. Archives
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