"Write till your fingers bleed
tell stories till your voice runs out
because it was WHAT YOU WERE MADE TO DO!
Mother or not
Woman or not
Because it fills you-
Because you love it-
Because it helps people-
Because you're YOU when you do it-
Everyone of us has been created ON purpose FOR a purpose! . . .
With a sigh of relief and some held back tears, I write this to say; I did not take the offer. I HAVE to go with the peace, and here's why…
They say: You stumble upon your calling when your burdens collide with your passions!
I sat in the front seat of my car tears streaming down my face as I talked. I was sharing with a girlfriend well into the midnight morning hours the depth of brokenness and hurt I've experienced in relationships past and reflected on reasons perhaps of treading lightly or wanting to protect my heart for a number of things. As she sat and listened, I described a couple of the rather tragic breakups I've endured and shed light on a few other 'wrong fits' that still have contributed to me becoming the woman I am today (and Im still filled with optimism and hope!)
You see, we live with this false illusion that if only our makeup was perfect we were thin or pretty enough, then we'd somehow gain acceptance in the world and life would suddenly start to make sense, come together, maintain control. (Yeh right. Nice fairytale, huh?!)
And yet when all is said and done and "perfect enough" there still seems to be a screaming loud hole in the depth of one's soul that somehow doesn't fill the void; and you find yourself longing...
I'm a storyteller and creative. I tell stories through LIVE events and Media (Hosting and Producing). I'm a Fitness Pro and a Pro Traveler with a strong desire to change the world. My thoughts are written on faith, risk, adventures and LIFE! Im passionate about Life, People, and HIM! Enjoying the journey every step of the way.